hapeeh bdae tim.!

hope u have a great day...

16 now eh. legal ! woah... remember.. sonjae's still under age xp

u know im kidding ~

hapeeh bdae again

xXxtwitchyy

Wow what can i say. Today was fun, and what would a fun day be if there wasn't someone to wreck it? A great day. Well for the first time i have done my homework, and everything was going great. Then it happened, and of course a Wog had to wreck it. Well may i say something before i conutine " I am sorry, that your parents had you. Since no one esle will admit it. I am sorry for your parents, Fuck your friends and yes I pity you. Oh an remember this, you condem me to the deepest depths of hell. After your day of judgement has pasted, i'll be waiting."

Moving on i think i'm going to Liverpool this weekend, and when there i shall check out mosh wear, and and the wicked jester shirts. Hoping for even better Sonja might come. *jumps up and down* oh starting in the next blog i shall begin to rant and stories shall form

Love, Hate, and everything inbetween

Marcel

Well the past three days were fun, first off Saturday. On Saturday i went to Nat's place to have a movie festival. Well i got there at 2ish and yeah explored her house, drank some of her dads red label without knowing that i wasn't allowed. = = dam you David. Had some pizza down to line, watch movies, played a prank on the her whose name sounds like phu's then bummed around more then went home and lets end that day there.

The next day, Sunday; I went to Sonja’s place, Yay we also had another movie festival. While there i Nat dropped off my guitar, because i left it there. Then after much discussion i went to Nats house to pick up my movie and a pack ot hot kettles chips. Went back to Sonja’s place and i got a noika off her (how cool!), watched more movies and played some games then went home and thats all i'm going to say.

Monday, the day before today; i went fishing with my dad. He brought me my rod so yeah why the hell not as well go. So at 5, me, my dad, uncle and grandfather headed off to swansea. Stopped off at McDonalds and i had a half pounder (two quarter pounds) then started fish. Well let’s just say the whole thing was about standing there in the dark hoping something would bite. Yes i was a piss off, owells some people on my uncle's side came and i was with them most of the time. The youngest son (sorry kim i don't know how to spell his name anywho) was trying to get me into W.O.W (world of warcraft). Yes after while they left and it was only me, dad, uncle and grandad again. After waiting about 6-7 hours in the dark i finally caught a fish. BUT ONLY ONE FISH damm whore of fish have something agianst me. Well after that we decided to go home at like 4am. When we got home it was 6 and i couldn't be bothered to take a shower so i washed me hands took off all me clothes and jumped into bed yay and that’s all.

Hateful fish and Movie festivals

Marcel

Last night i had a dream. This dream i had was very strange, it was based around a person i haven't thought about in a while. This person in my my dream was with someone. At first i felt normal then i began to feel sorrow and empty. Now awake and remebering the dream the question now lingers, do i honeestly still have feelings for this person? or was the dream nothing more then a dream without meaning? well i guess time will tell.

Well on another note i have 2 moive festivals to goto on the weekend. Yes after long debate with my father am allow out but only this weekend (dam that whore and i wanted to iceskating with yen and siv. i haven't seen them in a while, i guess i have to wait abit longer) Yes but moive should i bring? What food should i bring? Should i return phu's dog collar or should i keep it? Questions, questions its too early, i'll think about it later if not then whatever happens, happens.

Questions and nice stories by Mn

Marcel

sonjae here, yesterday was cool. xD,
but basically, bring it on was boring,
but I had a good time with Tim. xD

I SEXXED
TIM HERE

and he loves me. yey ~ xD
well he better.. or *punches palm* x]
I'm out. lotsa love. =] x3sonjae

My passion to express my hate, love and so on, is degenrating. My words no longer have meaning. I am dying and feeling abandon by those once considered close. To balance this i find new people and more so it can ease the pain. My hate has pass onwards, off the asians and wogs onto my parents. I detest them and i wish to flee this opressive place. But where to go? i have nowhere to go so i stay. My parents are blind to who i am, but yet my aunts, uncles can see. WHy is that? owells these things i will ponder and find the answer to.

Love is another  thing i should think about. Do i feel love? Am i able to give Love? what is this love? Love love love this word means nothing yet it is able to stun me completely, unable to move. Why? WHY? Isn't my feelings nothing more then chemicals within my mind commanding my movements? if so then this love thing is nothing more then a chemical. And for any chemcial there is another to destory it.

If pain could be removed, would you do it? even if it means you no longer have proof that you are alive ? Would you? i would.......

Questions and Women

Tim

dnt 4gt 2 

BLOG

...u bludgerr!!

jane-tim.livejournal.com

d0ofus.

MERRY APRIL FOOLS
TIM STINKS :]really bad ~ XP

I'm kidding, don't hurt me, I love you *covers head* LMAO. You are invited to my funeral. =] I Will Die =]. *punches*.. *runs off*

THE END :]

x3sonjae ~ Chem <33

My temporary Drug of choice has left me in a state between bliss and depression. How nice, No really it is. But the end will eventually come, All things good must come to an end, thats how it becomes an everlasting memoy. The reality where those whom harm me live, it makes me sick, people lying to be better then their fellow man or woman. In my alternate reality everyone is happy and all is good. But we all know thats a lie nothing on this plain.  A crimson colour sky where the sun is setting and eteneral night fall shall overcome and there the devils may reign ruling over the land slaying down the once mighty heroes we once held dear. TIme awaits for noone but death waits all. May you die beatufully and go to the rightous resting ground.

Rambling on and Sleepy

Tim

happy bdae to me... twitchyy. x] i bet none of u remembered. u bum bums. x]

happy bdae to me.. happy bdae to me.. happy bdae to meeeee. happy bdae to me.!

hip hip hooray. hip hip. hooray. hip hip hooray. for im a jolly marshmellow... x]